Thursday, March 23, 2006
hAIZ, jus got back some of my pappers for ca1. Although i did pretty well this time round for english but i just seem unsatisfied. It feels like i can never be better. Although i read quite regularly but my vocabulary doesn't seem to increase. i wonder if this is just the stress of a impt national exam gettting worse or my own high expectations. with only just passing grade, how am i to scrape through my exams. haiz.....

However on a happpier note i also recently celebrated my b'day on the 11th of march. it was not my actual d.o.b but because my cousin was having a wedding dinner so they decided to celebrate 2gether. i was really happy and enjoyed myself truly. Futhermore my other cousin is also getting married this coming may i just can't wait!!!!!

now that the results are out i have to start fearing whether i will fail or pass my mother tongue which is in june i'm feeling scared and tense just thinking about it and my results this ca1 were not encouraging at all too. hopefully i will pull through alll right.

i recently cut short my hair as i felt it was getting harder to maintain it. i recived positive feedback from my family saying this hairstyle suited me but my frens all laughed and said that i look like a middle-aged person rather than the teenager that i am. i also feel hurt that a person i thought to be caring and positive would not hurt my feelings but instead she laughed loudly about my hair and thus indirectly hurt my feelings. although i know that she did not mean it but i can't help feeling hurt.

haiz i got to go cause my dad needs to use the computer to type out some office document and statistics.so bye and gd lyk to those who need it.